Thursday, January 14, 2010

Blessings

During LG's testimony, suddenly think of my family. Expecially my father. Still remember the day he knew I went to church, he got a big shock. He's the only who disagree to let me join church, but he still allow me to go(or maybe he dontknow where I am going all the time). After years passed, he realized that I keep on going out for church's stuffs, especially camps which cost a bomb to him. I still remember that week, I keep begging him to allow me to go for 'Heroes' camp, he keep on scolding and even wrote a list of conditions I have to do if I go for the camp, which are, Go home straight after school, do homework house work, cannot go for any other camp, and the most zzz one, leave church. I was going-to-die when i read all that, and i came into a decision - sneak out. I packed my bag, my mum ask me 'Go church?' I answered 'um' wrote a letter to father and went out.*(I know I did this is very bad, but i was very very very guilty after that!) Many mad things happen during that night, father called UL, say this say that etc. So in the end, i stayed in the camp for 4 days. But guess what happen after the camp! my mother didnt talk to me for 2 days and my father never talk to me for 4-5 months!!! Can you believe that!! But things got better slowly. Although no matter how me, & especially Jes who tries to convince my father, he still dont allow for me to go for the next camp - Unstoppable, but he allowed me to go for part time, and stayed overnight for the last day.

Ya, so as I said, things got better, slowly my father talked to me, and i realise he had changed become 'nicer'! Yup, so the next camp - Level up came. I asked him if I can go for the dance bonding camp, and of course the church camp. At first he was like "AGAIN?!"*angry* but he changed the expression and ask why I keep wanting to go. So i begged him and tell him I have worked, I will use my pay to pay. * I even told him my mother allow, and my mother heard! (She was very mad about I say that she allow) So the last saturday before camp, I asked him to help me sign. He say 'ask your mother and sister to sign' in angry way and went out. So I asked my mother to sign, and she signed without saying anything!(WOW) and the most WOW, when I was happily on the way to meet cg memb @ lot1, my dad called! He ask if my mother/sister sign it(WOWWOWWOW) and he said 'why when i go out then ask me sign' in angry way (WOW) Amazing isnt it!!(But i think its because I worked -_-) And I went camp very very 'peacefully abd shoikly' finally! And now, he became so 'nice' (though something very zzz) he start to joke, crap, laugh etc when we talk. & his scolding get lesser, even when I went home late, he didnt say anything!

And especially on his birthday, I gave him a nice & ex pen which look super high class (LOL) I went to work in the morning, i placed it on his bed and went out. I sent "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" to him, he replied "U still remember" (LOL SO FUNNY RIGHT!) I bet it sure think I forgot his birthday and went to work ^^ Then after awhile, he sent 'Thk u for the present' WOWWOWWOW! after work, I went home, I find the box, and i found inside is blank! He bring it out! WOW! (I hope he show off it HAHAHAAH) At night, we had dinner outside, then went home for cake, he sang with us happily! WOW, I still remember last year, he was so reluctant to sing + he said 'cake? for what?' (bash) LOL and now he was so happy! WOW And he even said we going oversea soon!!! WOW But the soon is 2 years later (ROFL)

Yea, so i realized how bad my family was when I just knew Christ, and now, getting better!! If i never knew Christ, I bet now its even worst. I wouldnt treat them with love, care and I guess we all are quarreling all the time. Now i treasure everytime with them, even small little things they do, like take spoon for me, let me eat junk food. I love my family!

Weixian @ 5:58 PM